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About Me Premium Member Novelist AshleyFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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River

A character, bad guy, from my best novel series; the Sixth Element -^^-

The Best I have

*sniffle* So beautiful....*sobs*

Writing

Ohmaigawd guys, you HAVE to look at these; they are so awesome.

Lolita Child

Ohmaigawd I ove this one so much! XD

Bad Ass


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Hehe...*awkward silence*....W-what? Are you still reading?! GO AWAY! I KILL YOU!

Literature

I tend to write mainly stories or poems, but I don't mind taking a few commissions now and then ^^

My Belladonna

This is my belladonna!
I would have made it better if I'd had a smaller brush at the time.
This isn't what an actual belladonna looks like, because a belladonna is a plant used for witchcraft, voodoo, drugs, poisen, ectetera ectetera. That kinda stuff.

Newest

I write and draw black and white pics a lot, as you can see. I try to submit deviations as soon as possible, and finish stories I'm writing soon as well, so as not to lose the readers from waiting too long.
Enjoy!

Favourites

OHMAI
Most of this art is random, from browsing, but quite a bit of it comes from my talented friends here on DA

Social Explosion

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 12:05 AM


I don't really want to talk right now.
You know, the best part of writing is when you can escape your misery...For a while. *sigh*

Sorry, Layla, that this weekend didn't work out. Sorry my mom's such a control freak. It was something we planned, and just like all of our social plans it exploded in our faces.
I don't have Meg's #; tell her I said hi.

*sigh* *taps fingers*
So, er, I'm reading Betrayed, if that matters any. I'm glad tonight I finally broke down and let the sobs devour me. I haven't cried like that since I left school. And when I left school, I even bawled in the shower.

I'm not feeling depressed--I'm so desensitized. I'm just feeling cynical and morbid. And a little angry. Which are my habitual, repetative emotions. I'm generally I pretty damn serious, sarcastic, angry person. Unfortunately. And most of that hatred is geared toward the woman who bore me. The very same person I love so much it actually hurts.

This, my friends, is why I am called emo. And Gothika. *damn Maddison to hell for starting everyone up on calling me that bullshit insult* I sit in the dark way too often to be healthy. I never hardly go out. I have my dark hair covering my face. Because the hags in my life make me so...well, this way.

I do not require pity at the moment. But it is like, eleven at night and I need some sleep. And a lead pill to help it along. Whenever I'm stressed I get a headache (caustic lol)

Anyway. God bless. I'll talk to you guys when my life lightens up. And I assure you that when it does, hell will have frozen over.
~Ash




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  • Mood: Sarcastic
  • Listening to: GAWD my head is killing me. I need to pass out...
  • Reading: Betrayed--House of Night series
  • Watching: Die Hard 4
  • Eating: my heart
  • Drinking: the blood of my enemies

Journal History

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Let's get one thing straight; that was me ten years ago. I'm a lot older.
And also, I'm not a "wannabe novelist." I will be a novelist in a matter of mere years.

I joined Deviant art because I wanted to meet new people, see new things, and share my talents with others.
I am a Jewish girl and my name is Ashley. I love god with all of my insignificant heart and live with him no matter what.

I've always been a small-town girl, but I still have some pretty unearthly dreams and goals for my future. I, for one, want very dearly to be a novelist. I love writing, it is my passion and my obsession. I also want to be a good Jew for the Lord. And I want to travel the world. Every girls' dream! LOL

I like goth stuff and dark things, but only to a point where it doesn't intrude with what is moral, right, and what my real values are.
I especially love Visual Kei, and dress it almost every day. I'm labeled emo and goth a lot for it, too ^^;

I listen to just about any genre of music you can think of--even some nameless genres. Especially Zen. Zen is six notches higher than Rock/punk.
My bestest buds in the whole world are my friends, Layla and Megan.
~[link] I love them very much and am going to spend an eternity by their sides.
I do everything with them and every week we have something fun to do. Also, I prefered to be called Ash: if you so insist not to call me Belladonna.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Alaska-we don't live in fuckin igloos!!!
  • Interests: Writing, reading, and Drawing AND LOTS OF ANIME AND MANGA!
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Green Day, Goo Goo Dolls, Sarah Mclachlan, The Veronicas, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Muse
  • Favourite genre of music: All
  • Favourite artist: I favor no one specifically. everyone is a good artist to me.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jerry Spenelli, Stephenie meyer, Ben Mikaelson, and more!
  • Favourite style of art: Gothic/punk, or calm, serene, and soothing
  • Operating System: Xbox
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Touch
  • Wallpaper of choice: Angel of Darkness
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy! Kingdom Hearts! and Assassin's Creed!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cloud Strife, Tifa Lockhart, Sora, and Kairi
  • Personal Quote: I fear not Death.... Death fears me....

The True Meaning of Writing

I write for the same reason I breathe: if I didn't, I would die." --Isaac Asimov
"Writers aren't exactly people...they're a whole lot of people trying to be one person." --F. Scott Fitzgerald.
"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia." --E.L. Doctorow.
"The role of a writer is not to say what we all can say, but what we are unable to say." --Anaïs Nin

Many look at writing as a form of communication, or a jubble of interpretable symbols. But we novelists--and writers--of all ages know better than to go along with this dull, oppinionated description. Only those of us who slave to words wholeheartedly understand.
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Writing stories is something that cannot be taught or learned. It is a practice, amd comes naturally like breathing. Some have the touch, some don't. People who are thoughtful, quiet, open minded, poetic, or even adventurous are the ones who we see won't put the pencil down. They look at life from every angle, and the angles no one else chooses to look at.

When we write, we write with our hearts and minds. We let the words flow, let them come to us like errant thoughts. It's second nature.
Just like creating plots; suddenly a plot or scene just pops in your head, and won't go away until you let it come out. Music is often a way to open yourself to writing. It takes you places and helps you find those lost words.
Stephenie Meyer. Isaac Asimov. L.J Smith. Kristen Cast. Mercedes Lacky.
Not just music--Evanesence, Linkin Park, the Fray.
But uplifting, majestic, breathtaking rythms of sentimental value.

And then are out characters. I speak only for Ashley Rose Campbell when I say that my characters...come to me.
They come and ask me to write their stories, and I never turn them down. And once I accept them into my heart and mind, then we become one. I don't create them. And when we remenice and converse, I can literally feel their presence nearby. They are what they are--black, white, human, alien. So the story is their's--I just show the world.
And when their story is done being written, I won't be the only one able to see them. Kate, Kevin, Kagomai, Chemico, Hanajima, Angelica, Rain, Vexis, Amber, Avril, and all the rest of my brilliant friends.

So when you see a crazy person talking to the air beside them, understand that they're not crazy; they're a writer.
So what is writing? It is literature. It is art. It is Poetry. It is novelism. It is a way of life.

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Comments


:iconalecbell:
Thank you very much for your :+fav: on Getting On.

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:iconmireielle:
Thanks so much for the watch!:hug: It means alot to me!~^^~

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No problem!

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-I don't fear Death...Death fears me...
-The best of us find happiness in misery.
-Make the best of what you have, even if all you have is nothing...
-I write for the same reason I breathe: if I didn't, I would die.
:iconxanderbok:
Thanks for the Fav
:iconbelladonna170:
Welcumz!

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-I don't fear Death...Death fears me...
-The best of us find happiness in misery.
-Make the best of what you have, even if all you have is nothing...
-I write for the same reason I breathe: if I didn't, I would die.
:iconjaviithazx:
Thanks for the fav!:D
:iconbelladonna170:
Welcumz!

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-I don't fear Death...Death fears me...
-The best of us find happiness in misery.
-Make the best of what you have, even if all you have is nothing...
-I write for the same reason I breathe: if I didn't, I would die.
:iconbellejalousie:
Thanks much for the fave. :heart:

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Welcumz!

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-I don't fear Death...Death fears me...
-The best of us find happiness in misery.
-Make the best of what you have, even if all you have is nothing...
-I write for the same reason I breathe: if I didn't, I would die.

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